arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

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 you ever wake up, feeling like absolute shit?
thats literally it, thats the whole post, it's just me complaining because holy shit ive felt so horrible this ENTIRE DAY i literally cant

 i love this blog because its literally a great outlet for my emo ass feelings at the moment

"WAHH IM SO LONELY"
"WAHH IM SO UGLY"
"WAHH IM SO STUPID"

etc, etc.

i'm trying to look into therapy but i just dont know how. 90% of the friends i have all got therapy from a close source like a parent or a friend. i keep asking but just.. forget to see.

theres this place by my house, like a 5 minute walk im really hoping i can get a job there. i could make minimum wage, which, for someone who currently makes $0/hr IS A PRETTY BIG FUCKIN' IMPROVEMENT

 

alrighty thats all, baiiiiiii

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