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may update

 your favorite bi-enby is here for the monthly update! april was fucking crazy.   first therapy session (and subsequent) met a new group of friends went to somebody else's house for the first time (shut up, this is a big win for me) and even more shit that doesnt even revolve around me   april in general was kinda crazy for everyone but overall i was pretty happy with what happened. more pros than cons, yk?   i do apologize to you people, my readers, for my extremely lackluster writing and such that can make my blogs a bit disengaging but i promise that in due time that i'll be writing more and better   oh yeah... IM WRITING A FUCKIN' TV SHOW!!! so in the term of april, i reached out to my local public access tv station, "PAC14" and I asked about their "local producer" program turns out, i can just write, edit and publish a full tv show as long as it fulfills their guidelines!! im really happy about this and have been riding this creative high for a whil...

happy april!!

 probably gonna try and go for 1 post a month so stay tuned if you care!!  today i want to talk about gettin' motha fuckin' THERAPY!!!!!!!!!!! and what im going to talk about one of the main things i want to bring up is too personal for this blog, get fucked, loser <3 the other things i want to talk about is my procrastination in school, my apparent sociopathy during whats supposed to be incredibly emotional moments, etc.   theatre clubs gonna be performing this week, tech week... im so fucked, dude hahahaha the mics are being weird with delay effects and gain weirdness. ambigiously labelled soundboard and music issues. it'll require my absolute focus so we'll see.  alr thx for reading! peace, love and homosexuality!!! <3

generic update postt

YURRRR birthday updates: new laptop money 300gb drive moved back from linux to windows 2 boyfriends!!!   its been a really good march! really going well i just gotta lock in, school-wise on these missing assignments or im fucked tbh hahahaha thx for reading, apologies for the infrequent updates

makin a video game (almost certain to not do this)

 OKAY SO CHECK IT: i wanna make a video game but one of the main things in a video game is story and/or plot. I cannot come up with either. i do believe i can take the time to develop something like a small 2d platformer a-la Animal Well but at the moment im not even sure what animal well's plot is. not to say there isnt one, but i cant find it nor understand it so :shrug: the game idea is kinda an idea to come from a few different games plot: getting over it = go up (but in a dungeon) art direction/original idea: animal well aesthetic: dark souls (dungeon) im currently using Obsidian to write down some notes and plan out the course of development and the overall game im decently confident but there is doubt

19 days.

 MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 19 DAYS BITTTTTCH i will hopefully have a job by then and also be able to purchase myself some gifts got a new track coming out on the 18th too so look out for dat shoutout to my friend heidi for doing the album art, she a goat fr moneymoneymoney

a kewl new game (mod) i found! :D

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Team Fortress 2. A lot of people play it but the game in it's modern state has made many people feel as though that the game has lost its shine, its glimmer. TF2 is "past its prime." That's why a group of people ended up taking and rebuilding older versions of TF2 onto the NEW SDK that Valve just released. And thus: Team Fortress 2: Gold Rush - The Source Mod was introduced. (Technically the mod was introduced way before Valve released the TF2 SDK but whatever.)   The mod's being worked on my someone named Conneath and Jasper as well as many other contributors and team members. They basically port old TF2 files while still modernizing them and adding small quality of life improvements as well as keeping that old TF2 magic. They describe "The Golden Age of TF2" as 2007 to 2010, just before the Mann-Conomy update. My personal favorite part about the source mod is the fanbase, a group of people who loved and have played TF2 for years and try to have fun i...