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hello!!! july was interesting i failed summer school, which sucks but its whateve im learning gamemaker which is cool, hopefully i finally commit to it and actually try to make something i uhh... dont havc much to say, im not very good at remembering... i gotta write shit down more often for you guys, you people deserve better blogging... uhhhh okay im back on the edit page, and i regret to say, i dont have enough to write about to justify monthly updates i will at least make 5 posts on here a year though. at MINIMUM there will be more in the future catch you [slur]s on the flipslide

 heres ur monthly update just a couple days shy off july! apologies for being so... boring, on the blog. i kinda just started one to start it, yk, but sadly that isnt sustainable for a while, haha! of course, ill keep trying to give updates and write about stuff but at this point i need to keep a journal for how much stuff i do over an entire month. actual updates: im in summer school, womp womp. i failed english so now i have to retake it, at least its only 1 class during the summer. I RELEASED AN EXTENDED PLAYLIST!! (ep) PYRIDOXINE IS OUT https://goh-amed.bandcamp.com/album/pyridoxine i am really proud of it, despite it being like, 6 files in my export folder i threw into an ep no regrets, tbh even with how i haphazardly put this together, im still really proud of how it came out despite its origins, id say its still quite cohesive and, dare i say, symbiotic i went to my first ever pride event!! it was incredibly fun and really enjoyable! they had drag queens and drag kings and.....

 happy pride to all my fag readers!!!  im really happy this month because i do plan on going to the pride parade with some of my friends and stuff but yk how it is even if i am queer and nonbinary and shit, i still look like a dude BODY DYSPHORIA!!! YAY!!!!  in terms of music... i wont say much but  i got something cooking... stay patient :3 the show has been moving slowly, and thats on purpose i gotta focus a lot on school and what's going on there AND other stuff like therapy though i do enjoy the process of filmmaking and all that so the current plan if i dont go thru with the show is to probably make a microfilm of sorts to just film and have fun, yk? speaking of therapy my therapist literally said that she's going to be leaving next week and like, what the fuck? hahahahah i cant hate, she works a job and she got a better offer, and i cant dislike her for that i just wish the best for her today i got therapy with her and another therapist, my new one after my fir...

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 your favorite bi-enby is here for the monthly update! april was fucking crazy.   first therapy session (and subsequent) met a new group of friends went to somebody else's house for the first time (shut up, this is a big win for me) and even more shit that doesnt even revolve around me   april in general was kinda crazy for everyone but overall i was pretty happy with what happened. more pros than cons, yk?   i do apologize to you people, my readers, for my extremely lackluster writing and such that can make my blogs a bit disengaging but i promise that in due time that i'll be writing more and better   oh yeah... IM WRITING A FUCKIN' TV SHOW!!! so in the term of april, i reached out to my local public access tv station, "PAC14" and I asked about their "local producer" program turns out, i can just write, edit and publish a full tv show as long as it fulfills their guidelines!! im really happy about this and have been riding this creative high for a whil...

 probably gonna try and go for 1 post a month so stay tuned if you care!!  today i want to talk about gettin' motha fuckin' THERAPY!!!!!!!!!!! and what im going to talk about one of the main things i want to bring up is too personal for this blog, get fucked, loser <3 the other things i want to talk about is my procrastination in school, my apparent sociopathy during whats supposed to be incredibly emotional moments, etc.   theatre clubs gonna be performing this week, tech week... im so fucked, dude hahahaha the mics are being weird with delay effects and gain weirdness. ambigiously labelled soundboard and music issues. it'll require my absolute focus so we'll see.  alr thx for reading! peace, love and homosexuality!!! <3